Saya memang manja dan perangai pun macam budak-budak. Saya memang senang hyper and gelak macam orang gila, tapi bagi saya itu hanyalah luaran sahaja. The real me, is someone yang tak suka susahkan orang, tak suka membebankan orang dan sangat sensitive. Saya bukan tak suka share masalah dengan parents, tapi somehow, i don't think that i even dare untuk cerita apa yang saya pendam sehinggalah saya tak mampu nak simpan. Somehow, i feel more comfortable talking with my friends compared to my family. I hate to feel that I'm being discriminate by my parents and i hate myself for getting jealous towards my sister for getting EXTRA attention from them and i hate myself for not letting myself being respected by others. I HATE EVERYTHING! I am not trying to brag or anything, but one thing that I like about myself right now is that I have the urges to be an independent person.
But, no matter how much I hate my surroundings, I still love my family and my friends with my whole heart and always pray to Allah so that our relationship will remain until Jannah!
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