Confession #2

I am not rich as all my friends are, and there are lots of things that I really want to have with me. I am a girl, a perfectly normal girl who always crave to shop. I am a girl who can be easily attracted to high end stuff, just like the other girls. This is what I hate about myself. I understand that my parents had worked very hard for us and the fact that during their hard times due to the financial crisis that they have with my cravings to have expensive things, really makes me feel that I am a ungrateful daughter.

The truth is, I envied my sister. I am the only child that know about this problem. Watching her asking my dad to buy stuff for her really makes me feel irritates. As the only child who understands the problem they had, I've always scared to ask them to buy anything, even to say the sentence " Let's go shopping!". I'm afraid that it will burden my parents. I don't want them to feel that big burden just to raise us. I really hate it. Watching her using those expensive stuff that dad got for her really makes me feel that I want to have them too! Seriously, I hate myself for being an ungrateful child.