Love

Yes, another post about love. I have this unrequited love of mine that needs to go away. I'm tired of waiting something that could never be mine, and I always lose to the other girl who is much more prettier than me. I never had the courage to step up and confess to him yet I long for him so much that it hurts. I don't want whatever I felt towards A before comes back, the history is repeating itself. Tell me, why is it so freaking damn hard to forget someone you love, eventhough you never even talk to them? He is nobody in my life, but i want him to be something in my life. Maybe He said he is not the destined man. I guess my love life needs to wait until He said that I am ready. Nevermind, i'll just go with the flow. What ever will be, will be.