Self- judging

Sometimes, i wonder, am i fit to be with my friends?
I am not pretty, i am not smart, my fashion is pretty old-fashion and i am an introvert.
I am refused make up, contact lenses, being hijabsters and wearing clothes that look more up to date.
I don't have that confidence that i will be accepted by the world because of my weirdness and i feel embarrassed of myself.
Am i a disgrace? When can i be accepted by people who willing to accept me as me?
Or am i too demanding for a perfect friend?