Relationship

To be honest, I'm not the kind of person who follows trends. But recently, almost all my friends are talking about their boyfriend and stuffs. Yes, I have to admit that I am quite jealous of these people who were brave enough to start a rwlationship. Who doesn't want to be loved and love somebody whole heartedly? I know I do. But, I just can't bring myself to trust men in a relationship. I think I barely know how does it feel like to have a boyfriend. Having guy friends is absolutely fine with me, but a boyfriend, it's like learning add maths from scratch. Much more difficult than add maths i believe. Maybe my dreams in a relationship is too perfect at one point it is impossible to find my destined prince. But tell me, dear readers, is it too outdated for not having any experience in love? I hope not.

P.S: What am I writing about actually? This is random guys!